"LAST CHANCE AT LOVE": March 2010

"LAST CHANCE AT LOVE"

My life as an abused child has effected me in so many ways mostly sad. So over the years I have learned to hide my pain.

The only real loves in my life had been my 2 children (until they have now both disowned me in April 2009) I will always love them both no matter how much they lash out and want to hurt me from all my past failures in thier lives.

This page is for my children my son Andrew Cory Blair and my daughter Nadia Maria.

For what ever it is worth Cory & Nadia I love you more then you'll ever know!

Love your Mom

PS: To Read This Blog Scroll Down Over Half Way Before You Can See The Items I Have Done For My Two Children....

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

My last visit with Ashlynn on April 2009.

This is the last time I seen you or Ashlynn....I gave her the gifts and she played more with her puppy then worrying about the gifts Nana gave her. But she got them and that is all that counted....and I got to hug her and get a kiss.....And we even got to go to McDonald's for a treat...wow how nice that was of you to allow me to spend a little time with her........
Enjoy your life and I pray you will not get back what your dishing out..remember it bites you back one day!

Love Mom

~Mother and Daughter~

Nadia Maria this is my 2nd last memory with you at least when we talked.....It was a some what of a happy time..Ladies Night Out Kelowna BC April 2008.....I at least I got a photo with you if nothing else good happened that night.....I love you TOOTS-FEE......Love Mom

My 2 Children as Babies......

Nadia and Cory this is your pictures as babies....How I love you both! To me you were both blessings from God.....I dedicate these pictures in memories that we had from the time you were born until 2009 when you BOTH walked out of my life.....I will forever keep you in my heart and may your lives both be blessed richly.....Love forever Mom

"LAST CHANCE AT LOVE"